my life. on a webpage

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2009-07-16T18:00:23Z

It's been a month. Jeezeeeeyy.
A month being on holiday.
So far i've read Memoirs of a Geisha, The Beach and saw The Devil Wears Prada.
And i got some shoes and shit.
Erghh.
I had the chance to go to Switzerland aswell, but i passed it.
Even though i hate being at home, i don't want to leave either. Either extreme attachment, or extreme laziness is holding my entertainment behind.
ohaye.
And the funny thing is, i only have two friends on this so i'm basically just venting everytime i come on here.
Like now
Fun times

014

2009-06-16T09:04:25Z

6 hours from now, i will have complete and utter freedom from school and books!. For two months that is...
I'm still contemplating the idea of finding a job in the summer. I absolutely hated work experience, and seeing as that was the only presentation of work life that i had to deal with, my perception of working isn't going too well. BTW, Never work at the Early Learning Centre =]
(Although, this one time i had the task of drawing attention to myself by colouring on a whiteboard with these really neat pens. Suffice to say, I was a 4 year olds idol for 15 minutes)

I'm considering working at a nursery actually, that would be really cool. Apart from the cleaning up obviously.

So, i'm sitting here on my bed with my nice Dell laptop with the shitty battery, and I know for certain that I have a future ahead of me. Sure i may have fudged up my GCSES, but compulsory exams are hardly an indicator to IQ and knowlegde. So i guess i'll just wait and see. 27th of August will be the day that all my future plans will unravel, and any old unwanted plans rubbished away.
I wonder what the future will hold.

I wonder if i will live till then to say.

013

2009-06-07T09:25:54Z

Well, I'll attempt to blog this time. It will be hard.
No one reads this stuff anyway, so I can just stretch my fingers and go with the flow.
Yeah.
Nothing's happening.
Oh wait it's coming to me.
I'll write 25 random things, as stolen from Facebook.
1. I want to go back to Paris, or Berlin. It has all the same stuff here, but it's just the atmosphere that I love.
2. I don't know what I want to do later on. Later on meaning after A-Levels.
3. I guess I'll just travel.
4. I've always had a very profound, thoughtful idea about the world and how we came about to be here, but I can't tell people because then I'd be an extremist. Truth.
5. After a long period of time spent with a large group of people, I just want peace, quiet, and solitude.
6. I guess I want that all the time actually.
7. I work better on my own. Teams and groups kinda drag me down.
8. I have a handful of very close friends.
9. I've been called trustworthy and loyal. I don't know how that came to be.
10. I'd rather read a good book and drink hot chocolate, then go to parties and large group events.
11. Which is weird because I love parties and large group events.
12. I think it would be nice to live in a cave for a while. Quite homey.
13. Family and Friends mean a lot to me, even if it may not appear to be that way.
14. I've always wanted to send someone a handwritten letter. That would be cool :D
15. I have a HUGE spot on my forehead.
16. I am loving my laptop.
17. I remember things better if I write them down.
18. I want to go to Australia and New Zealand.
19. I also want to go to Saudi Arabia and Mecca.
20. I, one day, would love to see half of the world.
21. I think babies are cute.
22. But It must suck eggs to give birth to one.
23. I was 10 days overdue when being born
24. born on the end of September.
25. I'm alive.

Yeah that was such a waste of time and battery power. Dell laptops need to sort out that impediment, maybe I should write a letter to them. HAHA.
Ah man, I'm going to hate results day. I'm going to get C's and D's because I'm just a lazy turd.

peaceout

012

2009-05-06T18:27:40Z

LOLIE
i haven't been on here in a year! omdzzz

011

2008-09-05T19:57:51Z

OHMYDAIZ
okay so well, i've decided that i should really post more, and make it lengthy. I also have decided to add random people. I have no friends!!!! Justine and Sadia don't even comment me much!!
Nothing much has happened. Apart from getting back to school WHICH IS TOTALLY DEPRESSING, and everyone telling me that our mock exams are really important! i dont even give a crap.
i had a low fat frozen yoghurt version of ben and jerry's chocolate fudge brownie YUM YUM.
And i'm fasting! (because im a Muslim and its ramadan) yaayayay
and i got a C in science WOOHOO HAHA
more of my life to follow.
x

010

2008-09-03T19:40:40Z

SCHOOL SUCKS LALALA

watch this

009

2008-08-25T20:43:17Z

my summer was so nice because i didn't do much.
i actually relaxed and did nothing.
that's how my life shall turn out to be, i'll have money (from somewhere) and i'll relax all day. with 6 cats.
lallaallalalalalalalalalalal

008

2008-07-27T19:02:37Z

YAYY IM SO HAPPY
BECAUSE
I DONT KNOW
IM JUST HAPPY
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHSAUSIHS IFUDSFHSDUFMSDHUIFSDHFPSDFU

007

2008-07-23T13:18:50Z

end of another school year, and i've achieved nothing but anxiety.
...
*sighs*
INSERT PILE OF SHIT

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006

2008-06-19T17:55:03Z

i wish i could tell people
i really wish i could
arghgghghghghghghg
xxx
MADAME TUSSAUDS TOMORROW!

005

2008-06-09T20:47:36Z

It has just occured to me that when i leave school next year, i'm gonna be really happy. EXTREMELY happy. So happy that i don't think i'm going to miss people much. Maybe because my close friends are always around me, and i have their numbers :)
Also
erm
I'm gaysexual.
Not
:)

004

2008-06-01T11:07:38Z

I LOVE FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS MAAAN

003

2008-05-30T15:12:52Z

I revised today. I finally did something that can one day (hopefully) lead up to me at least getting a 'good' grade in a Science. It's really nothing worth trembling over, nothing that's so seriously important. (notice me trying to reassure myself).
I have zero self confidence.
MAYBE THATS WHY I FAIL
Okay need to boost confidence.
SABREENA YOURE FABULOUS DARLING.

002

2008-05-26T21:18:57Z

okaay im ready to do some serious blogging now.
haha what a joke.
what's with this hideous monstrosity of a word anyway? BLOG
BLOGGGGG. BLOGGG. BLOG.
sounds like, a toilet.
ill be back im going to the blog now. need to take a leak
Yeah, that's what i think of the word blog.
Lets totally forget the fact that this is a live journal and does not use or condone the word blog anywhere.
I used to have a proper live journal, you know, the ones filled with shit. Literal shit.
The whole
I HATE YOU I HATE THIS WORLD I SHALL CUT MY FINGERNAILS AND SHOVE THEM IN MY EYES.
Yeah, so totally over that now. No one even read it, which was great, i can write all i want, and no one can read it. Unless you're reading this.
Yeah so, what did i do today you ask?
Jack Shitt i reply.
Got up at like 12 (yeah i'm lazy). Ate breakfast (or lunch) at 1:30, did science revision and played Guitar Hero 3 and Wii Fit for a while.
I'm sooooo going to fail this science exam. Three fucking tests one after the other.
PHYSICS CHEMISTRY AND BIOLOGY will be the death of me. I don't even know why it's compulsory, we should be given the choice to do exactly whatever we want to do for GCSES. even though they gave me a choice anyway, fuck it.
I have coke running in my viens. Not coke coke. COCA COLA. Drinking it too much lately, im surprised the dentists can't tell. and my blood tests haven shown anything. Maybe it was meant to be......

001

2008-05-26T20:44:48Z

My first post.
I have nothing to say.
:D
So........
I don't like the weather today :D
haha im so dumb.
teehee
xxx